
Because Tommy's mother
slipped a Percodan at lunch
and Brent's father
mixed bourbon with his coffee.
Because Drake's dad
set his ring to leave a mark.
Because Jen's sister humped
the maintenance man
and Margot's parents prayed at church
for the virgin birth
and Ellen's stepfather worked third shift
while her mother cried alone.
Because our clothes
were hand-me-downs
and bologna was a treat
and the two eldest sons
of the Kings in 4D
worked as firemen at Allied Chemical.
Because we were failing
high school French
and cigarettes were talismans
of things to come as we lay in the woods,
cherries piping smoke into the air like stacks.
Because none of us were virgins.
Because we read
Club at ten
and sometimes Dori gave us handjobs
behind the dumpster. Because we knew
the local deputy by name
and the grave way he shook his head
when he put one of us in cuffs.
Because we carried knives
and sometimes fought each other
to prove we didn't care
and sometimes stood watch
because we did.
Because we stole what we needed—
candy and records, comic books and liquor,
pot from a parent's drawer.
Because our bikes carried us away
from the complex gates into the fields
beyond the factory to a hillside garbage dump
where we drank and watched the sun disappear.