
to revert to form this morning.
Out the window a redbud flares,
blooms purple as an Easter priest.
Geese over the roof not in a vee
but a bell curve, imploring the north.
I tried church again, what with
the kids, maybe some answers
from the velvet kneelers. The frogs,
will they sing this year? The prodigal
brother, will he? How to stave off
suffering? Pollen films the windshield
green, no yellow, inviting one
of my girls to finger-draw
a heart. This, too, will wash away
with the rain. Maybe it's water
keeps us going, keeps the future
the future, always finding the bottom
then cycling to sky, vaporized.
Joe next door digs a diversion trench
uphill from his granddad's deathbed.
Estranged, my father passed in Jersey,
skipping last rites and
viaticum,
no chrism crossed above his eyes,
waiting for the horse chestnuts
bristling outside his window
to fall.