
We know black boys won't survive
without role models, and we know all sons need
to avenge their fathers,
so John Henry's boy won't make it
off the playground without plotting
a future for himself and the train
that took his father. He'll study the masters
of vengeance. He'll remember
every line of Inigo Montoya's speech,
imagine himself standing in front of a train
and calling out to his enemy with a bass
deep enough to wake the ghosts in every mountain.
But like every good boy, he'll grow
beyond fairy tales, and the librarians will scowl
when he asks for more research on Hannibal
and the wars with Rome
and the general's promise to burn
the eternal city in his father's name.
He'll ponder if victory means breaking
an enemy's walls or making the enemy break itself.
He'll decide the republic died
not because of Caesar and Rubicons
but because republics always die
when they see a black face at the door.
He'll go further back in time and find Odin
smiling down on Vidar as the young god crushes
Fenrir's jaw under the boot crafted from all the orphan
leather on earth. The joy in snapping
a train in half will be a fleeting dream, though.
The boy knows too much now, knows it's useless
to claim one body and pretend
there will be a truce afterwards.
He knows the root of
revenge
means to punish and to claim.
He knows only one payment
will buy his freedom
from the songs of his father.
He knows this war never ends
at the last strike or last puff of steam.
He'll take up Physics and Philosophy
and won't even flinch when he becomes the shade
haunting the lecture halls. He'll stay buried
in books, use every hour of the rented day
to find the end of every echo,
to reckon the speed needed to outrun blood,
to calculate the size of the hammer
he'll need to open a wound in the world
big enough for all the world to fall inside.