You step into a rush
hour street. Your handbag
drops a random mess.
The asphalt glistens
with its flaws. Lipstick
and tissues, bronzer,
blush; now busted,
all the issues you've kept
pursed get sprawled
about—bright pills
and pendants bent
lopsided, stuck in tar.
A stoplight's blinking
curses. Nobody crosses.
Catcalls and shouts,
as if a hazmat spilled.
Your life collapsing;
cars veer past potholes—
then baffle into knots
of traffic. Flares starburst
scatter in the atmosphere.
The city unmaps you
every which way. If
you stand on the side
-walk. If you pick up
your makeup. Trucks
flashing and fractured.
You totter and backtrack,
searching for a wad of cash,
a shiny rubber. Your body
is shaking. A crowd
has converged to stare,
staring through you.